M.O.T.H.E.R

'M' is for the Million things she gave me

'O' means Only that she's growing old

'T' is for the Tears she shed to save me

'H' is for her Heart of gold

'E' is for her Eyes with light of love shining in them

'R' means Right, and right she'll always be

About to get older *sigh* Not excited about it

My teacher came in late today. He let us into his office and left us there while he went to attend to some work before making us watch a LONG video on suturing.... No surgeries today.. I was hoping for one actually.

Anyways, my groupmates was chatting and talking about our weekends. And me, being myself came out with an adult joke HAHAHAHA!! My friends were like "oh stop it already.. you're always telling adult jokes" OK, now, the joke was not so adult-ish or perverted, if that's what you're thinking. It's just a normal joke for most people I know. I've heard worst.

You see these 20 year old kids are so innocent. I assume they are because they can't handle jokes that are a bit adultish. So if a 20-year-old's mind isn't corrupted yet, then they must be innocent and angelic right? Oh well, it's good that they are. Then I have a mission, which is to corrupt their minds HAHHAHAH!!!! Just kidding.....

After the laughing matter ended, I thought to myself.... Ohhhh crap! In approximately 1 month, I'll be 23 years old!!!!!! O.M.G!! I'm getting older :( In no time I'll be 25, then 30, then....................................
Let's not go too far now. I don't want to think about being older then 30 just yet hhuuuuuu.....

Midnight cleaning

I just finish cleaning the bathroom. urghhh.... the bathroom was disgusting. I've been so busy the past weeks, didn't have the time to wash it. I know.. I must be crazy to be washing the bathroom in the middle of the night right? Actually I was about to wash up and head to bed early. And when I saw the condition of the bathroom, I was like..... Oh yeah, I was supposed to clean the bathroom today. Totally forgotten about that. And I don't think I could procrastinate any longer. So I just grab the brush and started scrubbing.

I was practically drench in sweat after that. It was like doing a workout. I had to bathe and scrub my hands and legs. urghh.. thinking of the things I had to touch made me squirm inside.

I should make a bathroom-cleaning duty rotation. Believe me, I will very soon.

I'm just a 3rd year student

Just wanna make things clear to others.
I'm a 3rd year medical student!

It's kinda annoying when some people expect medical students to know every medical stuff. And what's worst, they'll rant out their symptoms and expects us to diagnose what they have and kept asking for our opinions.
Here's a simple conversation for those who is still clueless about what I'm trying to say here.

Friend : I'm itching all over. There are red patches. What do you think I have???
Me : I don't know. How am I supposed to know.
Friends : Oh, aren't you a medical student? I'm sure you can think of something.
Me : Seriously, I don't know. It could be an allergic reaction. Go see a doctor and do a skin allergy test.
(thinking to myself) You're lazy to wash, that's why you itching all over HAHAHAHA!
Friend : I did. And the doctor said it's not allergy. The whole family has it.
Me : Uhhh...... *sigh* Seriously, I don't know what you have. If the whole family has it. Then it could be an environmental cause. Could be the water you all use to clean. OK stop asking me questions I most probably don't have any answers to.

When I told this story to my classmates, they all laughed and said they had experienced similar situations.

Oh, for heaven's sake. Please understand, we are not doctors. We haven't even start our clinical year yet. We don't know anything!!

OK fine. To say we don't know anything is obviously a lie. I mean, if you're telling that you have some disease (God, bless you)... then maybe we might know what you're talking about.
Let's say you mention that you have thromboembolism. Then I know you might die anytime soon..if it's obstructive and you still there in front of the computer and not at the hospital.....

If you need any medical opinions. Go see a doctor.
Because our only opinions would be : Please make a visit to a doctor.

Mutizen #1

2PM won Mutizen ^_^
I'm happy today
^_^

A day of walking

Went to Partizanskaya shopping center today. I finally bought exercise shoes for my workouts in the room. Usually I would have to clean my running/skipping shoes in order to do indoor workouts. My weight is so unbearable now. I have a habit. When I'm stressed, I eat. Studying... or better to say, Pharmacology gives me tremendous amount of stress. Therefore, I can say that Pharmacology makes me fat HAHAHAHA!

I was lucky to get an Adidas shoes for just 1100rubs. It was a great buy ^_^.
Also bought the Puma handbag I wanted to get last winter. But the price was 4000rub when it first came out...! *jaw drops*

There was no way I could afford a RM500+ handbag after I've bought an iPod touch!! Anyways, now the price went down to 2100rubs. I saw it, and straight away grabbed hold of the beautiful Puma handbag. I walked out of the stores with a smile and a few other Reebok's stuff. I just love buying. This is what I call 'retail therapy' hihihi....

OK, now 2nd part of my shopping day (not a fun one). I went to Novey Cheremushki to get a printer and a sustain paddle for my keyboard. It was a bit frustrating dealing with Russians. They kept forcing me to buy a new cartridge. Cartridges in places like that cost a lot. And when I say it's expansive, believe me.... Russians are crazy when it comes to pricings. Why the hell would I buy a 1500rub cartridge when I know I can buy a refill. What do they think I am? An idiot???!! Stupid a**es!!

My feet hurts from walking all day... Now that I've finish some workouts.. my legs killing me. OK now, I wanna go soak my feet in warm water. On days like today, I miss my car back home :(

Bored with my blog layout

Yup.... I'm getting really bored with my blog template. I've been wanting to change it long ago, but I just couldn't find the time to spare to browse through the endless templates available online. Now that I found the time, I'm having second thoughts about changing it :p

If I change my templates, there are lots of things, elements, links, etc. that is gonna get lost and I would have to restore them one by one.... hhmmmmm.... that is a tedious thing to do.

Should I, or should I not?? hhmmmm....

It's Raya Qurban..... and I felt nothing

I just got off the internet call with my family. My brother came home for the celebration. He's currently sitting for his SPM examination. Since it's Raya Qurban, the government had to give them a break. hahhahah... celebration comes first eh?

As for me here in this cold faraway land of Russia, Raya Qurban feels like nothing. I had class this morning. So I didn't get to go to the embassy to see those 25 goats being slaughtered. hahahha.... Yes, you heard me right (in this case, yes, you read right).. There were 25 goats at the embassy. According to my roommates who went, the embassy looked like a slaughter house today......

My Raya Qurban went by with just raya wishes when I came into class this morning.... Thus, I felt nothing.

*NOTE : Fara, tak nak buat makan2 ajak aku ker??? hehehhehehehe ^_^

Music of my soul

I've always loved music since I was a kid. Once I asked my mom why I like music so much. And she told me that maybe it was because she let me listen to music when I was in her womb. And the 'fetus Me' responded well to music. When I was a toddler, my mom told me that the only thing that will put me to sleep was Richard Clayderman. She said that my dad and her never travel without a Richard Clayderman's cassette in the car.

To those who don't know who this person who used to put me to sleep, thus, released my parents from sleep deprivation... Well, he's a very famous French pianist. I must have loved him a lot back then hihihi... but now I like Jim Brickman better... A New Age, contemporary pianist and song writer.

It's kinda hard to separate music and me.
I study with my Classical & Instrumental playlist playing endlessly.
I'm always with iTunes and iPod.
I love movies that is music related. I don't know if anyone remembered a movie 'Music of the Heart (1999)'. I loved that movie when I was a kid. I love August Rush, Beethoven Virus (Korean drama) etc.

Music calms me down. It soothe my weary heart.
Music heals my soul.

~Amy is Crazy~

This is me going crazy while studying for Pharmacology.....내가 미쳤지
I'm so gonna die today. Please God, hear my cry TT.TT

My name is TOO common

There are hundred thousands Amys out there.... My name is just too common. I know that.

Like today, as well as many other times before people would get confused between me and a few other another girls in my university. I get this a lot. People would message or call me and tell me stuff I have no relations to. This happened countless of times before *sigh*

But today was the ultimate. I was woken up at 10AM by an anonymous phone call. Yes, I was still sleeping at 10, since I slept really really late yesterday night (oh wait, not night, early morning...I only get to slept at 4.30AM!!!)
I was so sleepy that I didn't pick up the call, instead I put my phone to silent and went back to sleep. A few moments later there was another call, which I ignored again. And then this fellow called me again!! urghhh... just imagine my frustration... The caller stopped at the 3rd time, thank God..

Then when I finally woke up at 11.30AM, I decided to send a message to the anonymous caller. Thinking maybe it's one of my friends who changed their phone number.

It turned out the caller was some guy who said that he's trying to reach Sharon but he does not have her number....

I was like ...................................... (NOTE : I was still groggy)
And replied "Sharon who?? You mean Sharon 2nd year? Why would you call me? I'm not her roommate. We don't even live in the same hostel."

And he replied saying he might have gotten the wrong Amy's. And asked me what year I am in. When I replied that I'm a 3rd year student. Then he asked me if I'm in group 20.....

Urghhhh........ so I replied the very confused fellow by telling him that group 20 girl is Aimie. And I'm Amy Fareena a 3rd year student. I remembered mentioning that he's a very confused fellow. And with that he stopped asking me any further questions... HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

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Peeps, DO NOT give your child a common name as common as mine.

My Pianofiles

I finally added something to my pianofile page. I've had this page for more than a year ago, but it was empty. I used to have a lot of files, but it got lost along with my laptop. And since I have most of it printed, I didn't feel the need to recover the files... But I'm starting to recover them back because I need to reprint some sheets that had worn out (favorite songs that I love to play a lot ^_^)

Pianofiles is a great sharing site for music sheets. So far, I found a lot of nice people who shares their files even though I don't have much to share. Nice people...


There's a lot of Korean and Disney songs here tho... I have a book for English songs. Will be adding more when I'm free.

Fuh~ What a week....

I'm exhausted...

It has been a pretty busy week. I had 3 tests. And praise to God, alhamdulillah it went well for hemorrhage & blood transfusion and pathology tests... As for microbiology...... well it didn't went so well. I don't even know how many marks my prof wrote down, I think it was just a pass. Screw microbio, I'm gonna have to do finals anyway. HAHAHA!!!

Anyways, I rushed back from my pathology test today. I wanted to come back and play with Cassie ^_^ She has officially became my new best friend.

My room is in a mess actually. I didn't have time to tidy up the whole week. To tired to do so. But that can wait... I'll deal with the mess after I get bored playing with Cassie. hihihi..... Downloaded new music sheets. So eager to try them out.

The music in me

Say hello to my brand new friend. Her name is Cassie.

I like to say that my life and music are connected to each other. And I express myself best with music. When I'm happy, I love listening to happy songs. And when I'm sad, the otherwise. No one can separate music from me, and everybody knows that. As a result, I'm always with my iTunes and iPod.

I brought Cassie to her new home today... hehhehe...
I love this new Casio keyboard. Not one regret I have for buying it. Although it cost 5X more then my old keyboard, but it was worth it.

It has so many functions.
The piano tone actually sounds like an actual piano. Only that I can't play staccatos duh~ it's a keyboard.
It has one more octave compared to my old keyboard... So yes, it's longer.
The music bank and rhythm stored in the keyboard are so many, I don't think I'll even manage to play all.
The keys are piano-like keys
And it looks pretty......

I'm currently in a happy state ~weehheeeeeee~

My old one was..........erm..... well........ I really have nothing to say for this sorry old crap. I shouldn't have bought it. I'm so used to playing the piano, and when I first came here, I had to buy a keyboard instead. So my first keyboard was a cheap Elenberg, which sounded ugly and I didn't like to play it. Seriously, the piano tone does not sound like a piano. And I had to use the E-piano tone to play.

Sorry old keyboard... but you never satisfy me when I played you...
Nothing else I can do but to buy a new more expansive, good brand keyboard hihihihi...

Like a Rainbow

Happy Birthday Mama!!

It's my mom's birthday today.... Actually I feel like I'm a bad daughter. I forgotten my own mother's birthday. The alarm on my phone did went off, but I put my phone to silent before I went into my class. And I didn't even feel any vibration when the alarm went off while I was in class. I only realized it when I checked my phone at the very end of the day, after my Internal Disease class ended. And there was also a message from my dad asking if I had wish my mom yet.

Gosh!! I really felt like a bad daughter for wishing my mom so late. But I mentioned that I got good marks for my hemorrhage and blood transfusion test today.hihi.. I hope she'll forgive me hihihi... I'm sure she will, I'm her daughter after all...

Awww.... now I'm tearing up.... I'm missing home *sob sob*

~HAPPY BIRTHDAY MA~

I'm missing home.......
I wanna go back home......
*sob sob*

Despereaux

Isn't he the cutest mouse you have seen?

Those huge ears, eyes, and nose... something must have gone wrong genetically..hahaha..

He's just so cute ain't he? Even Remy (Ratatouille) can't beat this cutie......

I bet people are wondering why I'm blogging about this right... Let's me clear something up. I do not have a fetish for mice. I just find him cute for a mouse that's all..

My First Lasagna

Half way through pharmacology class this morning I was thinking of Secret Recipe's lasagna. Those antipsychotic and antidepressant drugs didn't really get into my mind hahaha!! I was craving for lasagna for quite a long time now.

On my way home, I stop at the groceries to buy some ingredients, and hurried home.

I've never been so keen to cook before. As soon as I arrived back at my room, I googled the recipe for lasagna HAHAHAHA. I've never made lasagna before, nor do I know how to make one.

Amy's style lasagna

I know it looks a bit blackish, not like a normal lasagna. Well, that's because I put black pepper. I love hot & spicy food. So I altered the recipe according to how I like my food...

You can hardly see the layers right...?? I put EXTRA meat sauce. HAHAHA...
~YUMMY~

Lack of sleep & its consequenses

I was actually sleepy myself while my whole class had to listen to our microbiology professor yak continuously about today's topic...

But when I looked over at my friend's notebook because I was missing some points that our professor was talking about, this is what I found written....

I had a fit of laughter even while my lecturer was still talking in front... I couldn't stop laughing.. Even now, as I'm typing this, I'm laughing so hard.... Oh God.... HAHAHAHAHA!!! I can't stop laughing!!

Hey, at least this friend was trying very hard to listen and copy down notes even though this person was SO sleepy.

Dear friend,
wehh.. sorry wehhhh.. aku bukan gelak ape... tp time tu aku ngantok gle jugak, but lepas tgk nih, mmg aku tros tak ngantok.... and sorry post kat sini. saje je. xpe, aku tak letak name, aku x bgtau org pon... xpe kan???)

*I've asked for permission from that friend of mine to post this up. So please don't think that I'm doing this to humiliate anyone. This is just for fun. And only to show that we do study until late at night.

2PM - Heartbeat (lyrics)

Hangul
Can you feel my heartbeat

Heartbeat Heartbeat
니가 짓밟고 떠난 심장이
아직도 뛰고 있어
그것도 너를 향해.

잊으려고 아무리 노력해봐도
새로운 사람들을 아무리 만나봐도
계속 다시 또 다시 돌아서면 왜 니 생각만 나는지
안 할래 그만할래
아무리 내 자신을 달래고 또 달래 봐도
아무 소용이 없어 내 심장이 고장나 버렸어 왜

왜 아직도 나는 이런 바보 같은 짓을 하는지
머리론 알겠는데 가슴은 왜 지 맘대론지
너를 잡고 놓지를 못해 지금도 니가 나의 곁에
있는 것 같애 이별을 믿지 못해

누굴 만나도 마음 속 한곳은 열지 못하고 계속 니 자릴 비워놔
올 리가 없는데 올지도 모른다고 왜 믿는지 가슴이 왜 말을 안 듣니

Listen to my Heartbeat. It’s beating for you.
Listen to my Heartbeat. It’s waiting for you.
끝났다는 걸 아직도 몰라 왜 이러는지 이해가 안가
Listen to my Heartbeat. It’s beating for you.
Listen to my Heartbeat. It’s waiting for you.
너의 생각에 아직도 아파 가슴이 뛸 때 마다 생각나

잊어야 해 잊어야 살수 있어
지워 버려야만 해 안 그러면 내가 죽어
Stop trying to get her back. She ain’t coming
She’s gone, gotta be moving on.
갔어 오지 않아 그년 니 생각 하지 않아

그녀는 내가 기다리는걸 전혀 모른 채 잘 살고 있어
그녀는 이미 날 잊었어 완전히 지웠어 왜 나는 그렇게 못하니

Listen to my Heartbeat. It’s beating for you.
Listen to my Heartbeat. It’s waiting for you.
끝났다는 걸 아직도 몰라 왜 이러는지 이해가 안가
Listen to my Heartbeat. It’s beating for you.
Listen to my Heartbeat. It’s waiting for you.
너의 생각에 아직도 아파 가슴이 뛸 때 마다 생각나
My heart is beating Faster and faster (X4)

Romanization
Can you feel my heartbeat

Heartbeat Heartbeat
niga jitbabalpgo tteonan shimjangi
ajikdo ttwigo isseo
geugeotdo neoreul hyanghae

ijeuryeogo amuri noryeokhaebwado
saero-un saramdeureul amuri mannabwado
gyesok dashi tto dashi doraseomyeon wae ni saenggakman naneunji
an hallae geumanhallae
amuri nae jashineul dallaego tto dallae bwado
amu soyongi eopseo nae shimjangi gojangna beoryeosseo wae

wae ajikdo naneun ireon babo gateun jiseul haneunji
meoriron algetneunde gaseumeun wae ji mamdaeronji
neoreul japgo notjireul mothae jigeumdo niga naui gyeote
itneun geot gatae ibyeoreul mitji mothae

nungul mannado maeum sok hangoseun yeolji mothago gyesok ni jaril biweonwa
ul riga eoptneunde iljido moreundago wae mitneunji gaseumi wae mareul an deutni

Listen to my Heartbeat. It’s beating for you.
Listen to my Heartbeat. It’s waiting for you.
kkeutnatdaneun geol ajikdo molla wae ireoneunji ihaega anga
Listen to my Heartbeat. It’s beating for you.
Listen to my Heartbeat. It’s waiting for you.
neoui saenggage ajikdo apa gaseumi ddwil ttae mada saenggakna

ijeoya hae ijeiya salsu isseo
jiweo beoryeoyaman hae an geureomyeon naega jugeo
Stop trying to get her back. She ain’t coming
She’s gone, gotta be moving on.
gasseo uji anha geunyeon ni saenggak haji anha

geunyeoneun naega gidarineungeol jeonhyeo moreun chae jal salgo isseo
geunyeoneun imi nal ijeosseo wanjeonhi jiweosseo wae naneun geureotge mothani

Listen to my Heartbeat. It’s beating for you.
Listen to my Heartbeat. It’s waiting for you.
kkeutnatdaneun geol ajikdo molla wae ireoneunji ihaega anga
Listen to my Heartbeat. It’s beating for you.
Listen to my Heartbeat. It’s waiting for you.
neoui saenggage ajikdo apa gaseumi ddwil ttae mada saenggakna
My heart is beating Faster and faster (X4)

Translation
can you feel my heartbeat

the heart that you stepped all over and left
is still beating. and it's beating for you

no matter how hard i try to forget
no matter how many new people i meet
why do i keep thinking of only you when i turn around
i don't want to do this anymore. i want to stop.
no matter how many times i try and try to stop myself
it's no use. my heart is broken. why

why do i keep doing such foolish things
i know in my head, but why is my heart rebelling
i'm holding on to you and can't let go.
it still feels like you're next to me.
i can't believe in farewell

no matter who i meet, i can't open up one part of my heart and i keep your place empty
there's no reason for you come back, but why do i keep thinking that you might come back
why isn't my heart listening

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
don't i know that it's over. i don't understand why i'm like this
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
it still hurts thinking of you. i think of you every time my heart beats

i have to forget. i have to forget in order to live
i have to erase it. if i don't, i'll die
stop trying to get her back. she ain't coming
she's gone, gotta be moving on
she left. she won't come back. she doesn't think of you.

she doesn't know that i'm waiting for her, she's doing well
she already forgot about me, totally erased me.
why can't i do that

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you

my heart is beating faster and faster (x4)

credits: crazykyootie @ soompi

Bad Habits

Everyone has bad habits. Some can live with them. Some may face problems because of their bad habits.

In my case, I have habits that seriously needs to be change. It's not like my bad habits are a health problem or anything, but I just feel that I need to change for a better life, better relationship with the society...

Habit #1
I tend to look down on not-so intelligent people. Don't get me wrong here. When I meant not-so intelligent, I meant people who are really really really stupid. See, I repeated 'really' 3 times. I'm not saying that I'm a brilliant person either, but I just hate people who acts dumb or just simply are dumb. haha...

Habit #2
I condemn the people who refuse to learn. Well this is closely related to Habit #1. When someone is dumb, he/she should read more. I don't understand when someone says that he/she is lazy to read. Reading improves ones language abilities. If you're not good in English, then go and read English materials.

Habit #3
I love to procrastinate. I always delay work until the last minute.

Habit #4
I find a need to watch Wild Bunny or Idol Army on my ipod under the covers before I go to sleep. And since it became a habit, I find it difficult to sleep nowadays if I don't watch at least a 10minutes video. I've watched those 2 shows zillions of times before. I never get bored.

Habit #5
I get angry whenever people downgrade me because I love Korean songs, dramas, celebs etc. I'll get overly upset when people condemn the things I like to do. And every time this happens, I'll burst out saying : "Please mind your own business!"

Habit #6
I take what people say about me too seriously and tend to get hurt by peoples' criticizes.

Habit #7
I don't allow people I don't really know into my heart. Some people say that I'm difficult to approach and look a bit unfriendly. But they say that once they get to know me, I'm talkative and friendly. So I guess, that's fine...

Habit #8
I can't deal with relationship problems well. For an example, if I'm upset with a friend, I don't confront the friend. Instead I'll just stay quiet and not talk with that friend for a long period of time.

Habit #9
I hate changes.

Habit #10
I don't take compliments well. I'll always think that I'm not good enough for something or for somebody. I often underestimate myself.

Thanks for visiting

The first thing I did when I woke up this morning was switch on my laptop. And it has been like a habit that I will first check my blog's visit every time I get online. And to my surprise, I saw there was 92 visits and 100+ page views! What the hell happened while I was sleeping?? Let me remind you that I don't usually get this much visits. My average visitors would be 25-35 per day. Some days, even a minimum of 10 visits.

And by midnight, I had 169 visits and 221 page views. This is unusual..... Really....

So I would like to thank the people who visits and follow this crappy blog of mine.

60 Days

60 days since you went away
Since you left me in tears;
60 days,
That is how long I’ve missed you
Thought about you.

I never saw my love in you
And until the day you left
Never have I felt so empty.

Should have been there for you
Walked with you
Cried your tears
Stood by your side
With a heart full of regrets
I kept thinking about the things I didn’t do.

Things have changed
The world moved on
The sun came out after the storm
A rainbow appeared after the rain
Yet,
Here I am
Still longing for you
Wishing things would have turned out differently.

I wish I could control the time stream
And turn back to the times
When you were smiling and laughing.

09.23PM, 8/11/09


60 days,
You never left my thoughts.

1440 hours,
Praying that you'll come back into our arms.

86400 minutes,
Believing in you, trusting you.

5184000 seconds,
Missing you.

I went to Mega/Ashan/Ikea ALONE --> I'm pathethic

Just came back from shopping... and surprisingly, it wasn't that cold outside. I was all dressed up with thick jacket, wool muffler, snow hat, and gloves...... I ended up sweating instead. With all those snow that came down yesterday, it's not so cold the whole day today. And by noon, most of the snow had melted.

Kinda early to snow heavily right?? Oh well, this is Russia. Mother Nature just loves to play around with people who lives here. hahahha....

Anyways, I went shopping alone..... Yes, I am pathetic. Everybody was either busy with their own stuff or was lazy to go out. My girlfriends had to go somewhere else; my roommates was out before I even woke up; Mar and Wadie was lazy to accompany me, they rather stay in their room doing nothing ---> Nobody wanted to come along *sob sob*

It's lucky that I'm a very independent person. Being so far away from home taught me to not depend on others too much. It's actually quite fun to shop alone, you don't have to wait for other people to finish, or shop in a hurry because friends are waiting for you.

It's a long road ahead.
When you are with company, rejoice it.

But when you had to be alone, enjoy the silence as well.

2PM - I Was Crazy About You (Lyrics)

Romanization

She’s gone gone
She’s gone gone
She’s gone gone
She’s gone gone
Broken Heart

niga ireoseonda
jibneun nae sondo ppurichinda
ajik saranghandan mal moge geollyeoseo
insajocha mothaetda
doraseon ni moseube
on sesangi da heuryeojinda
da buseojyeoganda
saranghaetdeon naldeul jeonbuda

nan neo-ege (I'm sorry girl)
michyeosseotda (I'm so sorry girl)
geu maldo mothan chae neol bonaetda
geunyeoga (I'm sorry girl)
meoreojinda (I'm so sorry girl)
sarangi naege ireol sun eoptda

himdeulda jichyeotda
gyeolguk geu maldeullo da kkeutnaetda
jinjja saranghaetdamyeon bonaedallan mal
hanado an deullinda
doraseon ni moseupman
gyesok nae du nune bakhinda
da buseojyeoganda
saranghaetdeon naldeul jeonbuda

nan neo-ege (I'm sorry girl)
michyeosseotda (I'm so sorry girl)
geu maldo mothan chae neol bonaetda
nae geunyeoga (I'm sorry girl)
meoreojinda (I'm so sorry girl)
sarangi naege ireol sun eoptda

Break!

How will I ever know?
Why should I let you go?
Wae? Why? What about out love
Can’t let go you’ve ripped my heart oh no

gandago an doendago maljucha mothago
geujeo barabon
baborago yokhaedo neujeotgo
haru michyeoganeun
nal neoreul mot itgo saneun
nal gamdanghal su ga eopseo
geurae
nan nege michyeosseo

nan neo-ege (I'm sorry girl)
michyeosseotda (I'm so sorry girl)
geu maldo mothan chae neol bonaetda
nae geunyeoga (I'm sorry girl)
meoreojinda (I'm so sorry girl)
sarangi naege ireol sun eoptda

Hangul

She’s gone gone
She’s gone gone
She’s gone gone
She’s gone gone
Broken Heart

니가 일어선다
잡는 내 손도
뿌리친다
아직 사랑한단 말 목에 걸려서
인사조차 못했다
돌아선 니 모습에
온 세상이 다 흐려진다
다 부서져간다
사랑했던 날들 전부다

난 너에게(I’m sorry girl)
미쳤었다( I’m so sorry girl)
그 말도 못한 채 널 보냈다
그녀가(I’m sorry girl)
멀어진다(I’m so sorry girl)
사랑이 내게 이럴 순 없다

힘들다 지쳤다
결국 그 말들로 다 끝냈다
진짜 사랑했다면 보내달란 말
하나도 안 들린다
돌아선 니 모습만
계속 내 두 눈에 박힌다
다 부서져간다
사랑했던 날들 전부다

난 너에게 (I’m sorry girl)
미쳤었다 (I’m so sorry girl)
그 말도 못한 채 널 보냈다
내 그녀가 (I’m sorry girl)
멀어진다 (I’m so sorry girl)
사랑이 내게 이럴 순 없다

Break!

How will I ever know?
Why should I let you go?
왜? Why? What about our love
Can’t let go you’ve ripped my heart oh no

간다고 안 된다고 말조차 못하고
그저 바라본
바보라고 욕해도 늦었고
하루 미쳐가는
날 너를 못 잊고 사는
날 감당할 수 가 없어
그래
난 네게 미쳤어

난 너에게 (I’m sorry girl)
미쳤었다 (I’m so sorry girl)
그 말도 못한 채 널 보냈다
내 그녀가(I’m sorry girl)
멀어진다(I’m so sorry girl)
사랑이 내게 이럴 순 없다


Translation

She’s gone, gone
She’s gone, gone
She’s gone, gone
She’s gone, gone

You are walking away
as you are brushing off my hands
I stil haven't
told you that I love you
As I glimpse back to see you
the world only gets foggy and cloudy
The days I loved breaks away

I was crazy (I'm sorry girl)
for you (I'm so sorry girl)
I couldn't even say it, and I let you go
She is (I'm so sorry girl)
getting farther and farther (I'm so sorry girl)
Love can't do this to me!

Ended it after saying it was too hard and tiring
If this was a true love, then I should have held you back
All I can see is your leaving figure
The days I loved breaks away

I was crazy (I'm sorry girl)
for you (I'm so sorry girl)
I couldn't even say it, and I let you go
She is (I'm so sorry girl)
getting farther and farther (I'm so sorry girl)
Love can't do this to me!

How will I ever know?
Why should I let you go?
Why? Why?
What about our love,
Can't let go
you've ripped my heart (Oh no)
Couldn't even tell you to stay
and all I did was watch you leave
Now it's too late to regret
and day by day I'm going crazy
and I am going crazy as I think about you
Yes, I am crazy for you

I was crazy (I'm sorry girl)
for you (I'm so sorry girl)
I couldn't even say it, and I let you go
She is (I'm so sorry girl)
getting farther and farther (I'm so sorry girl)
Love can't do this to me!


*translation credits : BK @ musictology.wordpress.com

After a stressful day, we gobbled down sushi

These are the people who 'gobbled' down 7000rubbles worth of food!!
hahahha!!

It's Thursday again.. and yes, it's Pharmacology day. Also known as my 'death day'...

-Imagine Inekeva or Bondarchuck chocking me to death-
*choke choke*
*gasping for air*

I was a bit late for class today, and almost everyone has done their MCQ test on the computer. So yeah, I was already panicking when I reached class. All my friends noticed that I had swollen eyes because of my lack of sleep. They said I looked so disorientated.... How could I not be?? I had to sit for my written test because I wasn't ready to answer last week huuuu....

OK, let's skip all those boring-stressful story of Pharmacology Day. Let's skip to the fun stuff instead.. hihihi ^_^

So after class I joined my friends for sushi!! Everyone ate like we haven't eaten for 2 days. HAHAHA!!

Stressful times, calls for food therapy.. ahaha..

Hungry people waiting for their food..

Anne looked so HAPPY ^_^
Why?? Because there's FOOD!! And those are just starters.. hahhaha



I knew I should have stopped.. but nooooo.. I went and had dessert...
Right after finishing that very nice piece of apple caramel cheese cake, I felt the regret..
But it was already too late... HAHAHAH!!

Happy faces with full tummy going heading back home...


The End~

2PM - Tired if Waiting (lyrics)

I’m getting tired of waiting
You know
Do you know how I feel?

I’m getting tired of waiting
Do you still remember me?

Even as a day goes by, I can’t forget you
Even if a month goes by, I can’t let you go
Do you know that I still want you?

I’m going crazy while waiting for you
Every single day feels like a year
I’m waiting
I’m getting tired of waiting

It feels like you could come back any second
It feels like I could just turn around and see you
I’m just getting tired, I’m just getting tired

I fall asleep in case I see you
I’m still waiting for you
A month could pass and I wouldn’t forget you
A year could pass and I wouldn’t let you go
Do you know how I feel?

I’m going crazy while waiting for you
Every single day feels like a year
I’m waiting
I’m getting tired of waiting

It feels like you could come back any second
It feels like I could just turn around and see you
I’m just getting tired, I’m just getting tired

(RAP)
My head feels so complicated, I could explode
I’m waiting and waiting but no word from you
There’s no way you could leave because of me
It’s so hard for me right now, so hard for me

I’ll wait even if it’s a year
I’ll wait even if it’s 10 years
I don’t care if I get tired of waiting for you

I’m going crazy while waiting for you
Every single day feels like a year
I’m waiting
I’m getting tired of waiting

It feels like you could come back any second
It feels like I could just turn around and see you
I’m just getting tired, I’m just getting tired

*translation credit : hazyfiasco@2oneday

기다리다 지친다... U Know?
기다리다가 지친다 음~
U Know 넌 넌 내맘아니? 우~
기다리다가 또 지친다 음~
너는 아직도 날 기억하니? oh~Know
하루가 지나도 난 너를 못 잊어
한달이 지나도 난 너를 못 놔줘
아직도 널 원한 내 맘을 아니? oh~Know~
너를 기다리다 지쳐 미치고
또 하루하루 매일같이 일년이 같고
오~난 나 나 나~ 기다리다가 널 기다리다가 yeah~
금방이라도 니가 다시 올 것만 같고
뒤돌아서면 다시 너를 볼 것만 같아
오~난 나 나 나~ 지쳐 미치고 난 지쳐 미치고 yeah~

니가 올까 봐 또 참는다 oh~yeah
너를 아직도 난 기다린다 oh~yeah
한달이 지나도 난 너를 못 잊어
일년이 지나도 난 너를 못 놔줘
아직도 널 원한 내맘을 아니? oh~Know~
너를 기다리다 지쳐 미치고
또 하루하루 매일같이 일년이 같고
오~난 나 나 나~ 기다리다가 널 기다리다가 yeah~
금방이라도 니가 다시 올것만 같고
뒤돌아서면 다시 너를 볼 것만 같아
오~난 나 나 나~ 지쳐 미치고 난 지쳐 미치고 yeah~

RAP:
왜 이렇게 난 자꾸 힘든데
머릿속이 복잡해 죽겠네
기다리고 기다리던 나인데
아직도 소식이 없는데
너 땜에 울던 내가 아닌데
나 땜에 떠날 니가 아닌데
어째서 이런 내가 힘든데
어떻게 지금 너무 힘든데

일년이라도 난 기다릴거야
십 년이라도 난 기다릴거야
oh~난 난 난 난 난 난 난 난 기다리다가 난 지쳐도 좋아
너를 기다리다 지쳐 미치고 또
하루하루 매일같이 일년이 같고
오~난 나 나 나~ 기다리다가 널 기다리다가 yeah~
금방이라도 니가 다시 올것만 같고
뒤돌아서면 다시 너를 볼것만 같아
오~난 나 나 나~ 지쳐 미치고 난 지쳐 미치고 yeah~


gidarida jichinda ... U know?
gidaridaga jichinda mmm~
U Know neon neon naemamani? uuu~
gidaridaga tto jichinda mmm~
neoneun ajikdo nal gieokhani? oh~ Know
haruga jinado nan neoreul mot ijeo
handari jinado nan neoreul motdwajweo
ajikdo neol weonhan nae mameul ani? oh~ Know~
neoreul gidarida jichyeo michigo
tto haruharu maeilgati ilnyeoni gatgo
o~ nan na na na~ gidaridaga neol gidaridaga yeah~
geumbangirado niga dashi ol geotman gatgo
dwidoraseomyeon dashi neoreul bol geotman gata
o~ nan na na na~ jichyeo michigo nan jichyeo michigo yeah~

niga olkka bwa tto chamneunda oh~ yeah
neoreul ajikdo nan gidarinda oh~yeah
handari jinado nan neoreul mot ijeo
ilnyeoni jinado nan neoreul mot dwajweo
ajikdo neol weonhan naemameul ani? oh~know~
neoreul gidarida jichyeo michigo
tto haruharu maeilgati ilnyeoni gatgo
o~ nan na na na~ gidaridaga neol gidaridaga yeah~
geumbangirado niga dashi ulgeotman gatgo
dwidoraseomyeon dashi neoreul bol geotman gata
jichyeo michigo nan jichyeo michigo yeah~

(Rap)
wae ireoke nan jakku himdeunde
meorissogi bokjaphae jukgetne
gidarigo gidarideon nainde
ajikdo soshigi eoptneunde
neo ttaeme uldeon naega aninde
na ttaeme tteonal niga aninde
eojjaeseo ireon naega himdeunde
eotteokke jigeum neomu himdeunde

ilnyeonirado nan gidarilgeoya
ship nyeonirado nan gidarilgeoya
oh~ nan nan nan nan nan nan nan nan gidaridaga nan jichyeodo joha
neoreul gidarida jichyeo michigo tto
haruharu maeilgati ilnyeoni gatgo
o~ nan na na na~ gidaridaga neol gidaridaga yeah~
geumbangirado niga dashi ulgeotman gatgo
dwidoraseomyeon dashi neoreul bolgeotman gata
o~ nan na na na~ jichyeo michigo nan jichyeo michigo yeah~

Hello Mr. Sun~

Mr. Sun came out today... finally...

I've missed you, Mr. Sun

Mr. Sun, Mr. Sun... Welcome back Mr. Sun... I haven't seen you for almost 2 weeks now. Where have you been Mr. Sun? Have you been hiding behind the gloomy clouds?

Notice that we wore the same scarf today?? All 3 of us bought the same scarf from Lady's Collection without knowing it. And all 3 of us wore it on the same day.. hahhahaha.. This is what we call a 'boria'!

Fara yg chomel..

Fara the vain HAHAHA...